In Your Heart You Know She's Clarke and the Himselfs

by Clarke and the Himselfs

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Produced by Tuck Nelson and Clarke Howell
All songs written by Clarke and the Himselfs
except Earthquake, written by Cody Critchole performed by Ssion
and The Night They Drove old Dixie Down written by Robbie Robertson performed by Levon Helm and The Band
Mixes, Masters, and Additional Overdubs by Tuck Nelson at Brick House Studios in Tottenham England
Additional Guitar on Old Fiend performed by Doug Martsch
Artwork by Miza Coplin
1,3,6,7, Recorded at the Gem House in Newport, Oregon
2,4,5 Recorded in the Champion at Sou'Wester Lodge
Reading of Asteroid by Phil Galucki in New Orleans, LA
9 Recorded at Greg's house in Portland featuring Greg Olin on Drums, Samuel Farrell on Bass, Clarke Howell on Piano, Additional vocals by Neisha D'Souza, Zack Barbery, Shay Roselip and all the above.
Hand made tapes by Curly Cassettes. CC91

Thanks to Delavan Kromer, Isa Rivero, Meghan Cahill, Sara Mclean, Ellie Workman, Lara Harper, Demmi Netson and Elizabeth Venable for being so supportive. Thanks to Brett Netson for holding down the fort. Thanks to Eric Penney, Mike Stivers, and Jordon Rush for letting me stash my things in their houses. Thanks to Samuel Farrell especially for use of the Champion, and also to Kathy Duffy and everyone at the Sou'Wester Lodge. Most especially thanks to Curly Cassettes for releasing this and over 800 individual C&TH tapes thus far. Thanks to the members of Au Dunes (Neisha D'Souza, Zack Barbery, Greg Olin, Sam Farrell) for recording 'T.N.T.D.O.D.D' and to Shay Roselip for taking video and singing; thanks especially to Greg for use of his magical house. Thanks to Doug Martsch for being so into adding Guitar to this album. Thanks to Mom (rip), Dad. Thanks to Miza Coplin for Hail Marying the artwork and for being modern Hieronymus Bosch. And most especially thanks to Tuck Nelson with whom this album would not have happened, and which came out about rather organically and spontaneously in the early days of January - I met Tuck when he was 10 and I was 11 and literally the first thing we did was make music together, that we are still doing the same thing 17 years later is something I am forever grateful for. Thanks to Keith Zimmerman for believing in magic. Thanks to Laura Jane Grace and Genesis P'-orridge for being Heroes and for having a conversation and giving me enough courage to come out as transgender and be who I always felt I was. Thanks Rock and Roll and Little Richard. Thanks to Humanity and Reality for being such a bitch, without which I would not have anything to write about. This album was written, recorded, mixed and mastered in January, February, March of 2017. Released in March of 2017.

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released March 18, 2017

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Track Name: Seeker Brain
I'm in love with a Seeker Brain and it seems I've gone astray
I'm in love with everyone but everything's in the way
It freaks me out, doubt, two things in your brain
It freaks me out, doubt, everyone stays the same
I'm in love with a common sense that we can't ever get
Can't see the Evidence Flicker in your Head
I'm in love with a Promised land that's never taking shape
if you stand to take a chance, well you can take a stake
It freaks me out, doubt, two things in your brain
it freaks me out, doubt, everyone stays the same
it freaks me out, doubt, you can take the blame
it freaks me out, doubt, you can take the blame
We're in love with a common stance that's never taking shape
can't see the evidence Flicker in our Brains
We're in need of a better love, we're in need of a bigger belief
we're in need of a bigger love, we're in need of a better relief
It freaks me out, doubt, two ways you can go
It freaks me out, doubt, three ways in your soul
It freaks me out, doubt, now everyone wants to know
It freaks me out, doubt, now everyone wants to know.
Track Name: Frame
And the Same goes for all those suffering, and the same goes for all again
and the story repeats in different times of living
and to all those who stand to hold the path, and to all those who stand to say
right now, a length, a way, away, a way
It seems as though I understand, It seems as though I'll go alone
This time I know, I know, I know, I know
this time I know, I know, I know, I know

Chime the Bells that ring the pipes and Chime the ones who sing at night
This time we go, we grow, we go, we grow
Attract the one's who seek to pause, and recollect discerning thoughts
as though, as though, as though, as though, as though
In line with Stars and Sun and Skies, the inbetweens redacted light
appeared in flesh dressed as purple in your mind
So beam me down cause I'm Ok
It seems as though we've found the place
What's me is you is you is you is you
cause what's me is you is you is you is you
Track Name: Hypnotized
I think you're conforming lies that contort your mind and simplify your eyes
and if it were not the case, it still leaves me drained, and vacant from the gage

you're exempt from the problems that could only come from decisions that were yours
you're exempt from solutions that were lonelier than the problems you ignored

So hang on to your oldest breath, it will become the death of the voice you never heard
It's a kind of collision, that's precision, that is helping to preserve
So hang on to your oldest breath, it will become the death of the voice you never herad
It's a kind of collusion, that's colluding for a broken family world

you're exempt from the problems that could only come from decisions that were yours
you're exempt from solutions that were lonelier than the problems you ignored

Yeah, you were just hypnotized, repeating lines of the lies that you had heard
They tried to put you in a vice, you had to wiggle out, of thoughts of no concern

Yeah, you were just hypnotized, entrenched in times, with curtains on your eyes
Yeah, you were just hypnotized, can't realize, a different kind of time

Story grows old, kept in the folds, of memories
Story repeats, familiar beats, remembering
Track Name: Hey Baby
Hey Baby you don't have to go
Hang on, I want you to know
It's never better when you leave
It's a sign of a remedy
It's a sign I don't want to believe, but I wanna see

Hey Baby you got something to say
hang on you don't have to escape
it's not the same when you are gone
I don't care where you're coming from
I don't care where you wanna belong, or you wanna be

Hey Baby, won't you come around
So Long, since you've been in town
It feels so vacant without you
I don't care where you're running to
I don't care what you wanna do, or you wanna be
Track Name: Don't Turn Around
I try to speak, I try to think
something's gone, something's gone
I try to read, inside of me
something's wrong, something's wrong
what can you see, what can you seek
what you trying to be, what you trying to be
what can you see, what can you seek
what you trying to be, what you trying to be

You won't mean nothing
When no one sees
You won't believe no one

I try to speak, I try to think
something's gone, something's gone
I try to read, inside of me
something's gone, something's gone
What can you see, what can you seek
what you trying to be, what you trying to be
what can you see, what can you seek
what you trying to be, what you trying to be
what can you know, will it set me free
What's going on with me, will it set me free
What can you know, what's in front of me
what's the future show, what's the future show

Soon find out, you'll see

I try to breath, I try to pause
It's in my thoughts, but it's in my thoughts
Is it the same to me, as it's the same to you
What's it coming to? What are you going to do?
I'm getting lost, I'm getting lost
It's catching up to you, it's catching up to you
I'm getting lost, I'm getting lost
It's catching up to you, it's catching up to

Don't Turn Around, Don't Turn Around, Don't Turn Around, Don't Turn Around

Soon find out, you'll see